Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Dad s wid Us:)


"Whom the God loves die young"...but i believe there is no death, only a change of worlds.

Appa...Where've you been??...I've been looking out for you in every corners,to touch those moles on your cheeks & say "Inga oru macham...inga oru macham" , to see you smile, picking on others and composing your own mock songs,to play on your pot belly,to hear u admire mom,to massage (walk over) your legs when they are tired,to walk through holding your hairy hands,to play cricket,to joyfully sit on your lap,but still i couldn't ..My eyes are weary....where are you Appa..???

Its been 22 years of my blessed life,and 12 years without you...haven't met a single head like you Appa..never'll i...nobody is like you to nobody Appa. ..

Yess!!!Life is really beautiful & truly Blessed Appa...but your presence would've enhanced its liveliness more to every facet of it Appa.

Living without you...the most Understanding,Generous,Energetic and Compassionated soul...hmmmn the get-togethers are incomplete and i miss you all the time Appa..How did you lead a life like that Appa...?Everybody loooves you soo much..!!We always think of you Appa..Every time...its you ,you and only YOU:)

I must really thank God for gifting Humans with the fragrance of Memory...I still enjoy those moments i spent with you..We spent together..A Sweet Lil World of our own...the first drive in the first Navy-blue van,the Weekends where we sit and enjoy with laughter echoed,the Songs that reminds me of your memories...the way you enjoy listening to them...More sweet memories treasured are always close to my heart Appa..


I can never forget the day when you'd ask us to find out the jumbled words,teaching me maths,correcting us in the most positive way when we go wrong,those fun-filled Diwali with our bloodline at Chrompet.

Remember those pranks you play on others!!!The day when you gave Anna a biiiig aruvazh,Me with a knife,Thambi with a spoon, and you holding a huge Rod to stand guard at Amma's False Hair...as she said "Take care of it"....Hahahaha...Days of nostalgia:):) your sense of humour beats everything else Appa and U are Uniquely Unique..

You are more than a Good book Appa,your ideals are somethin' what makes us complete today.The limitless love that you've showered on us has been our strength & driving path inspiring us to endure your legacy....We Will Appa.But sometimes its really hard without you on this beautiful World Appa...Where Have you gone??Where can i find you??when i call out for so many questions...

I know the answers pretty much Appa,Our enthusiasms and happiness in every second of our life reminds us that "You are with us...not so far, Arm-In-Arm as you 've always been... Closely embracing us...Governing all our destinies ".Not even a few feet away...but with in us....in those lil' surprises from my buddies and beloveds,those praying hands,the pleasant feeling of having an olive branch extended from the circle of our long time support ..well ..when they call me "Athipazham",though i miss the way you used to call me Appa,Anythin' smiley:) and when we make every souls around happy.

Everywhere, everything pretty around...in those soul stirring treat of Music,spell bound beauty of the Night's sky,those Snow-kissed flowers at Dawn,those instincts...the direction of somethin' tht illuminates us, blessings from your well-wishers,your sweet memories that mom and everybody talks of,together laughter,In-Depth concern of my classy sis' ,buddies n bros'...My Dearest duo-Kuttima Akka & Puppy Akka..and when Mammu points out my eyes and say "Bharathi Thatha inga irukaanga",tears tht drip down through my cheeks missing u...well on top of all..In Amma's smile,Anna's love n Thambi's crazy quips & in our kutty kutty intimacies..

Though days with you were short,your memories are bound-less and sort of something which gives me only the warmest thoughts Appa...its not how long we live,but how well we live...Thanks for being the World's Most Greatest DAD & of course The Perfect n Lovable HUSBAND that No Woman can Dream of to my Mom...You're the most Loved and Loving Couple in the world Appa..

My cho chweet sis shammi akka always quotes that "The most powerful bliss on Earth is the trust on ur mind power " which prompts me that you are here to open all good things for us...though not physically...you are with me till my last breath...and then...Yuppy!! i ll also join in to your beautiful world Appa to soar endless skies walking around with you,listening to your jokes and words..ohh Appa..I'm yearning to hear your manly tones Appa..Waiting for the D-day!!! Miss u moooooore than i love u Appa:):)

3 comments:

  1. It was really a touching memories for 4 of us!!

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  2. Itz more than jus words !! Emotions beyond time!! The perfect depiction of love !! Simply Fabulous !!

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  3. (tears filled)its heart touching dear... simply gr8 post dear...

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